Few weeks ago i went church for a Christian concert, during the concert..when worshipping at the middle…
sing some song, the song title is ”I believe in God miracle”, ” How great is our God” (but in mandarin version), my lock of my inner heart was broken and my tears start to fall down continually, till i unable to sing anymore…and just knee down…around 1 hour like that..i already long time din experience such already..God really touch my heart..
it is really amazing…actually i am a person that quite shy when face people…actually yesterday the pastor yesterday after praise and worship, he have a calling for us…”Our lives just once at this earth, if u are not going to committed (give out ur life) to Jesus, then who (or wat thing) u want to committed to?
Heavenly Father was calling me, God seem whisper beside my ears, ”Oh, my dear son, come back to Me, u have get lost at outside cos of stress & tensions..come back to Me & I shall hug u with My warmest embrace, cos I will never forsake u, I love you with my everlasting love, since I have created you.”
”although u have ever sinned….but come back to Me, my dear son ….” that time when worshipping & heard a calling like this….i just feel that…Heavenly Father is calling me…
actually at 1st, i very shy to come out to the stage one…but when i heard the calling from God, that time my tears fall down even more, and knee down before the stage…i long time din experience such deepest revival in my heart since long time ago…i truly sure that my tears that came out is NOT because of sad, but is because of a kind of release & joy, God have break the chains & set me free 
And i very confirm that this kind of release & joy cannot be feeled by other entertainments or funs, He is the one who can satisfy my ultimate’s emptiness of my soul - Jesus Christ.
Finally i have experience what is the meaning of ”Worshipping God in Tears”….thanks God…Hallelujah
Oh, God , i truly experience ur miracle in my life, I strongly believe that is You hold my hand & walk together with me when the storm were coming ,”Even though I walk through the valley of shadow of death, I will fear no evil, because You are with me, Your rod & your staff, they will comfort me” (Psalms 23:4).
Even though i ever hurted You, I really feel that i NOT deserved for Your love, but You still love me, thanks God, i remember that when Jesus Christ nailed on the cross, He said, ”Heavenly Father, please forgive them, because they do not know what they are doing”. (Luke 23:34) , my heart crying for my sins, tears shed cos I feel sorry to You, Lord. A song always comfort & encourage me, that is ”God will make a way”,
God will make a way, Where there seems to be no way, He works in ways we cannot see, He will make a way for me, He will be my guide, Hold me closely to His side, With love and strength for each new day, He will make a way He will make a way
Another song is ”祢神迹如此真实” (by 约书亚敬拜团)
主祢能力何其的伟大
神迹确实靠近，在你这运行
而我要凭信心的生命
My heart is so grateful to You, Lord, i shall praise You forever, cos You have give me chances in my daily life, Hallelujah ^_^
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